Saturday, October 4, 2008
haiz so stress sia nw exam period. dunno y want to slp lyk veri tired sian siol. i wish exam can faster finish sia so stressfull. still gt 7paper 4subject. nexgt monday to wednesday gt paper dam stress. monday is the worse day cos got 3 paper. social studies poa n chem ss n chem is my worse subject lucky poa i am good at it so no worries. hehes dhis few days nth to do den slp how i wish i can go relax n pla lar. nvm lars i have to jian chi dao di n must pass all my subjects. i must JIAYOUS!! hehes my chinese ting li got highest in class dam shock lar but i am dam happi. i oso pass my chinese paper2 n english paper2. k dun wan blog lers wan go study lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 2:04 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
haiz y must life get so tough sumtimes? wad ish happening between mi n him i really dunno wad can do he tinks tat i lyk other guys but the turth is tat i dun lk anyone except for him but since he doesnt believe mi wad can i do dhere is really veri little i can do to make him believe mi. nw he is lyk asking to be prepared for wad i dun understand i really dunno y he lyk dun believe mi lar in a r/s dhere shud have mutal trust n shud not supect each other lars.i really dunno y am i always the one to cry n be the one to sae sorry i dun understand y its not even my fault but wad else can i do i hope he will understand ba one day.if the msg tat says i tink u better be prepared means ta he wants to brk den wad else can i do i have already done my part n try to solve things but he still tinks its my fault i dunno lar i am really ver tired lers no more strength to quarrel lers.from the start of dhis r/s on 14.05.08 all i wanted from him was to love mi care for mi n be dhere for mi when i need him but i guess he cant do it ba not all guys can do it i can understand but i only wanted him to gimme mi a couple ring i really he will noe it but seems lyk 3months later he still dunno wad i wanted from him i guess we r really not fated to last long but i really have veri good momeries wif him n able to spent time wif him. thank you for the 3months of happiness yopu haave given mi. cant blog any longer gt to study.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 2:37 PM
Sunday, August 31, 2008
baby i noe you angry wif yourself but u dun have to do tat to yourself do you by hitting the wall can solve the problem den i will rather i do tat but it can solve anything.do you tink i see your hand injured i will not xin tong de ar i see le i will be more sad lar n wad has happened tat dae its not your fault understand.n i dun blame you for not replying my msg on friday cos i noe tat you playing wif your frens so i nv sae anything den y blame yourself.haiya i really dunno wad to sae to you le let mi cool down first kays when i cool down le i will reply your msg de.i hope you will understand.
haiz i dunno wad ish happening to mi i really fee veri stressed up dunno wad shud i do le. i hope everyting will be fine afterdhis 1week holiday ba.i in dhis week dun wan tink abt anything le i wan to study hard for end of year exam le i dun wan to retain i wan go sec4.haiz i dunno wad to sae lers blog again ba i hope everyting will be okay. n i also wan wish my baobei a happy birthday.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 1:53 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
sigh i tink i really have to end dhis r/s lers. i tink time can heal all pain ba. haiz he haven msg or call mi. i dunno wad ish happening to us last nite i msg him happy birthday msg at 12am but he only 1220 den reply mi i guess his frens are more important den mi ba i tot he have change but he have not change at all i guess dhis is all fated ba.haiz dunno lar
i only noe tat nw my frens are more important to mi nth elae matters now. i really have to study veri hard too cos i must gain back my freedom i dun wan to be a bird in a cage. i wan my freedom back i dun wan to ba lyk a bird.dunno wad to say lers another time den blog ba.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 4:14 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
hehes now i noe i've got many good friends around mi. who will care for me n to be dhere for mii when i need them by myside. loves my good friends!!!!
<33Amber,Cheryl,Dionis,Eileen,Faye,Meimei,Tiffany,Yijie.
thank you dionis , tiffany n yijie for entertaining during POA lesson.
i really will cherish you gals as my friend.
i jus feel lyk i am the luckiest gal becos i have so many good friends.
i wont tink too much lers dun worry i will try to be more cheerfull now dun wan tink too much jus live everyday happily.hope you ppl will cherish wad you have or all your close friends around you.
dunno wad to blog lers blog tmr den blog ba (if can).
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 1:16 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
back to blog lers but i m not veri happy or in a good mood today i m really der angry wif my mother!!she dam came to she dunno is it tat mr tay call her cum or wad lar. i really hate mr tay for calling my mother ystd lar he lyk dam complain tat i always nv tie my hair den make mi cut hair. fucked up lar my hair so diffcult to grow tat long den must cut off dam dulan lar. i almost cry lar but i contro lmyself not to cry. sobsob lors my hair nw so short sadded. i hate my mother also lar she dam fucking slap mi in sch today infront of him n others n said he is not worth it cos he dont dare walk out to protect mi from geeting slap from her. haiz i jus feel tat all dhis tat ish happening is jus too fast i really dunno wad to do i feel lyk ending but i cant possible let go cos i really dun wan let go but i am afraid tat tings will get worse. how? wad shud i do? can sum1 tell mi. thank you DIONIS TIFFANY n YIJIE for comforting mi after wad happen jus nw. thank you gals. dionis dun tink too much jus do wad you wan follow your feelings. yijie wish you last long wif zhanrong. tiffany dun everytime emo ler kays everyting will alright ders.no matter how much you tink abt it nth will change the fact n its all the truth. any way your birthday ish cuming lers try be happy till your birthday kays dun wan see you sad anymore kays. dun wan blog lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 3:31 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
haiz i really dunnoi wad shud i do i am really veri tired lers.who can come tell mi wad shud i do.i today nv tok to him at all the whole day in sch.i was not feeling well dhis few days cos i gt cold but who cares nobody cares if i am ok anot only my didi n some close friends he didnt even ask mi if i ok anot or wad he jus noe how to pla pla pla didnt even give a dam to mi. i dunno if i had made the rite choice tat time but i dun ask for more ba jusbe happy wif wad you have.haiz i dun wan blog le lar veri tired wan go rest le eat medicine veri sleepy lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 10:25 PM
