Sunday, August 31, 2008
baby i noe you angry wif yourself but u dun have to do tat to yourself do you by hitting the wall can solve the problem den i will rather i do tat but it can solve anything.do you tink i see your hand injured i will not xin tong de ar i see le i will be more sad lar n wad has happened tat dae its not your fault understand.n i dun blame you for not replying my msg on friday cos i noe tat you playing wif your frens so i nv sae anything den y blame yourself.haiya i really dunno wad to sae to you le let mi cool down first kays when i cool down le i will reply your msg de.i hope you will understand.
haiz i dunno wad ish happening to mi i really fee veri stressed up dunno wad shud i do le. i hope everyting will be fine afterdhis 1week holiday ba.i in dhis week dun wan tink abt anything le i wan to study hard for end of year exam le i dun wan to retain i wan go sec4.haiz i dunno wad to sae lers blog again ba i hope everyting will be okay. n i also wan wish my baobei a happy birthday.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 1:53 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
sigh i tink i really have to end dhis r/s lers. i tink time can heal all pain ba. haiz he haven msg or call mi. i dunno wad ish happening to us last nite i msg him happy birthday msg at 12am but he only 1220 den reply mi i guess his frens are more important den mi ba i tot he have change but he have not change at all i guess dhis is all fated ba.haiz dunno lar
i only noe tat nw my frens are more important to mi nth elae matters now. i really have to study veri hard too cos i must gain back my freedom i dun wan to be a bird in a cage. i wan my freedom back i dun wan to ba lyk a bird.dunno wad to say lers another time den blog ba.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 4:14 PM
Friday, August 29, 2008
hehes now i noe i've got many good friends around mi. who will care for me n to be dhere for mii when i need them by myside. loves my good friends!!!!
<33Amber,Cheryl,Dionis,Eileen,Faye,Meimei,Tiffany,Yijie.
thank you dionis , tiffany n yijie for entertaining during POA lesson.
i really will cherish you gals as my friend.
i jus feel lyk i am the luckiest gal becos i have so many good friends.
i wont tink too much lers dun worry i will try to be more cheerfull now dun wan tink too much jus live everyday happily.hope you ppl will cherish wad you have or all your close friends around you.
dunno wad to blog lers blog tmr den blog ba (if can).
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 1:16 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
back to blog lers but i m not veri happy or in a good mood today i m really der angry wif my mother!!she dam came to she dunno is it tat mr tay call her cum or wad lar. i really hate mr tay for calling my mother ystd lar he lyk dam complain tat i always nv tie my hair den make mi cut hair. fucked up lar my hair so diffcult to grow tat long den must cut off dam dulan lar. i almost cry lar but i contro lmyself not to cry. sobsob lors my hair nw so short sadded. i hate my mother also lar she dam fucking slap mi in sch today infront of him n others n said he is not worth it cos he dont dare walk out to protect mi from geeting slap from her. haiz i jus feel tat all dhis tat ish happening is jus too fast i really dunno wad to do i feel lyk ending but i cant possible let go cos i really dun wan let go but i am afraid tat tings will get worse. how? wad shud i do? can sum1 tell mi. thank you DIONIS TIFFANY n YIJIE for comforting mi after wad happen jus nw. thank you gals. dionis dun tink too much jus do wad you wan follow your feelings. yijie wish you last long wif zhanrong. tiffany dun everytime emo ler kays everyting will alright ders.no matter how much you tink abt it nth will change the fact n its all the truth. any way your birthday ish cuming lers try be happy till your birthday kays dun wan see you sad anymore kays. dun wan blog lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 3:31 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
haiz i really dunnoi wad shud i do i am really veri tired lers.who can come tell mi wad shud i do.i today nv tok to him at all the whole day in sch.i was not feeling well dhis few days cos i gt cold but who cares nobody cares if i am ok anot only my didi n some close friends he didnt even ask mi if i ok anot or wad he jus noe how to pla pla pla didnt even give a dam to mi. i dunno if i had made the rite choice tat time but i dun ask for more ba jusbe happy wif wad you have.haiz i dun wan blog le lar veri tired wan go rest le eat medicine veri sleepy lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 10:25 PM
Monday, August 11, 2008
haiz how cum my life got so much problem. y cant i have a happy family y must all dhis happen to mi i already veri stress lers. i really wan leave but i cannot leave my mother cos she really need mi n my sister now.haiz dun tok abt it lers. anyway i have made my choice lers i have given his the answer lers but i feel tat he still wont wan to give up.haiz anyway since we cant be a couple we still can be frens ba i tink its ok for you ba.anyway gtg lers goin to slp tired of wadeva have happened today.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 12:14 AM
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
haiz i dunno wad the hell is happening now i am dam stress now. i really dunno wad shud i do.i dunno y he suddenly tell mi tat he wan give up i dun understand i really cannot understand y.its not tat i dun wan tell you the answer but i really cannot make my decision but if you really wan give up i really wont force you cos i noe tat r/s cannot be forced cos if i force you not tu give up you will not be happy even if we r together. no matter wad i will respect your decision de.
2more days...i need to give him a answer i really dunno if i shud say yes or no to you. i noe tat if i choose any of you 1 of you will have to suffer but i really dun wan any of you to suffer cos 1 of you be emo n the other will keep injuring himself jus to get over wif the pain in his heart i really dun wish to see any of them lyk dhis but wad can i do i really dun i guess the best is for mi to dissappear from the both of your lives. for him i cannot dun see him everyday cos we r in the same class but for him although we r from different class different lvl but we will still see each other during assembly or jus by walking around the school.wad shud i do i really dunno wad to do lers dam stress.can i choose none of them n be single is dhis the best choice.if by making dhis decision none will suffer i will be glad to make dhis decision but will it solve the problem?i really wish i didnt have to make the decision but i cant i have to. i will try to make the best choice by thursday. NUER sry jus nw shout at you i am sry no in a veri good mood dun blame mi sry sry sry sry sry sry sry.haiz dunno wad can i sae lers dun wanna blog lers.
Posted by xBabyGirlx3 at 3:53 PM
